I still think about you. That’s all I really have to say.
Everything thing is numb I can’t feel anything. It’s like I have no emotion like my life has stopped.
So none of my friends are coming to my party just my aunts friends are. All I want is to spend at least one birthday or holiday with someone but thats never going to happen. I give up on pretty much everything at this point.
I dont know if I’ll ever be able to get over her. I’m not getting out of bed tomorrow. Everybody I’ve talked to about this says “move on” or “shes not worth it,” but thats not true at all.